What does it mean to trust someone? Does it mean, by trusting someone we should accept what they tell us? Should we not question them because we trust them? What if we question them and after getting an answer, our gut instinct is still telling us that it’s not the whole truth.
What do we do then?
Do we remain silent or do we find ways to dig deeper into the truth?
One part of me is saying, “you’ve done enuff asking. Ask more and things are not gonna look pretty.” Another part of me is saying, ” I don’t think i’m getting the whole truth. It’s just the pretty part of the truth that i was told.”
I do trust him. But i also don’t think i can fully trust him. Gosh, what am i even blabbering here. I should trust him…but somehow at the back of my mind, there’s still something that he isn’t telling me. Maybe i should give him some privacy…but being me, i hate it when people are dishonest. There is no reason to avoid answering my questions if there is nothin going on.
Sighh…i don’t know what to do. I love him and yet….i’m so angry right now. Whenever i think of that certain situation, i get so pissed…i don’t even wanna look at him or talk to him. Maybe i’m going tru my monthly mood swings. Haha…i don’t know. Let’s just hope that either this feeling goes away…or i’ll walk away.
~SpIffY~
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