A friend once told me, the day that you have to drag yourself to work, is the day you should quit and look for a new job. I’m kind of having that feeling now and it’s been only a month at my new job.
i don’t really know what the heck am i doing at work. I can’t really understand any of it. What i do is what others tell me to do. I hate that. There is no clear jobscope for me. Whatever my boss request, i’d have to provide. Whatever ad hoc stuffs that come up, i’ll need to attend. It’s like working with a blindfold over my eyes.
Together with that i have a demanding boss to serve.
I don’t know how long i’ll tough it out here. 
Arggghhhh!!!!
Not easy that. But what works usually works out in the end. Reading this is tough cos I’m sorta feeling the same some days. I need a break and will ask for one soon.
*hugs*
You shud get a break. You surely deserves it. ;o) It’s tough enuff being blur and all…what doesn’t help is the working environment i have here. It feels cold most of the time.
*hugs*