I Love You.. 30 May, 2008

My Love,

If the day comes when you tell me that you’ll be leaving me…i’ll be ready. I won’t promise you that i will not cry my heart out or i will not be heartbroken. I won’t walk away without first asking if there is another chance for us but i will be ready.

Honestly, i don’t know what i’ll do if that day arrives. Of course, i wish (ever so hard) that it will never come at all but I’d rather prepare myself now then to be hit so hard, i’m afraid i won’t be able to stand up again.

I try not to imagine you gone because everytime i do, tears start flowing. Never did i know that my love for you will be so deep. Then again, i never knew that i could love someone so much.

My love, if we are ever separated, promise me that you will live your life as happy as possible. All i want is to see you happy…wherever you are.

I Love You.

*hugs* 28 May, 2008

I feel so…..blehhh, urgghh, sighhhh…..

I need a hug. but i know i won’t be getting one. Not anytime during the week though. Sigh….. =(

What would any of you do or need if you’re feeling down?

Work..~ 28 May, 2008

A friend once told me, the day that you have to drag yourself to work, is the day you should quit and look for a new job. I’m kind of having that feeling now and it’s been only a month at my new job.

i don’t really know what the heck am i doing at work. I can’t really understand any of it. What i do is what others tell me to do. I hate that. There is no clear jobscope for me. Whatever my boss request, i’d have to provide. Whatever ad hoc stuffs that come up, i’ll need to attend. It’s like working with a blindfold over my eyes.

Together with that i have a demanding boss to serve.

I don’t know how long i’ll tough it out here.

Arggghhhh!!!!

Pretty Good…~~ 15 May, 2008

Life’s been pretty good lately. Despite the fact that i’m still getting used to the new job and desipite the fact that the workload’s piling up and my boss is one demanding man… life is still pretty good.

While i was feeling in the dumps a few weeks back, i’ve finally decided to see things from a different angle and it did lifted me up. Not forgetting that I’ve gotten 2 early birthday presents right on Labour’s Day itself. A brand new car & something special. *Ok, ok… having a car means more expenses but it does mean that i can afford one now, which is pretty good news, eh?*

We also celebrated my mum’s birthday so got to have a lovely dinner and a cake to go with it. *Yum!* *Yum!* It’s been ages since i had any cakes. Hehe…

Yes, I’m beginning to appreciate the small happy things that are happening in my life. A good rest on weekends, warm dinner prepared by my mum, laughters by the little girl at home… these are the things that matters afterall. =D

P/S: B, if ur reading this. I owe you a post on ur hotel. It’s long overdue, i know… i’ll write a post bout it soon. *hugs!*

~SpIffY~

oF Drivings & DirecTions~~ 15 May, 2008

I had to drive to PJ the other day due to work and i panicked a little. I didn’t know the way! Okay, i most probably know the way but because i couldn’t connect the route from my office to PJ… hence i wasn’t really sure if i knew how to get there.

While i was in the car, i gave a ring to my ever available good buddy, K.

“Hey.. how do i get to PJ ah?”

“What you mean get to PJ?”

“Yala… from my office..how to go to PJ?”

“Go tru the LDP then it’s straight all the way..”

“Wait, wait! Don’t go so far 1st… how do i actually get myself to LDP from my office?”

“Haha… *he started to give me directions..go straight, make u-turn, go under the tunnel, etc..*”

“Err… okayy….. i try la. If i get lost then i call you again.”

Bout 5 minutes later…

“Eh, you got lost izzit? *Snickering*”

“No la.. still on the way. I think i know where am i ady..Thanks! Thanks!”

In fact, i did know the way.. i’ve been using that road for God knows how many times. This proves a fact that our sense of alertness and direction is so much more when we’re driving compared to when we’re the passenger. Eventhough we’re sitting in front.

So the next time i call anyone to ask for directions again… please be a dear and help me out. =P

~SpIffY~