Yiipee..!!~~ 28 November, 2007

Christmas came early for me this year… or should i say, Santa came early. ;o)

For those that don’t know already.. i’ll be out of work by year end due to restructuring in the company. Have been ‘forcing’ myself to browse through the papers for jobs, surfing in Jobstreet for jobs, then sending out resume, going for interviews….Whew!~ That’s a whole lotta work, if you ask me.

But i think all that’s come to something good..it always does, doesn’t it? I’ve got possible job offers (*ahem!* Note the (s) after offer. hehe..) which i think are all good. Problem now is to make choices. Arghh..! Hate making choices…

On a happier note, i’ll be going on a lil getaway very soon… this is the best christmas gift ever! Heheh…. ;o)

~SpIffY~

ThAnkS!!~~ 15 November, 2007

It’s almost near to the weekend. Whew~~ This week felt like ages to me! So many ‘interesting’ stuffs happening to me… i won’t even begin to write how interesting they are. =P

To the few close friends of mine..thanks for your concern and support. I knew i could always count on you guys(& gals) for being there. To those who have been ‘disturbed’, i honestly am sorry that the person had to go to you. It’s just not right to have left comments at your blog. That’s a very ‘chicken’ way of doing things, no? ;o)

My dear friend, thanks for being there. You have no idea how much your call help to brighten up my day, even for a bit. Thanks for listening… i’m still fighting on..it’s still ongoing but with you guys around me… i know i have good people in my life.

Thank you all….

*all names have been left out to protect the privacy of you guys*

~SpIffY~

LaughteRs & TeArs…~ 7 November, 2007

Am sitting in the office now, with nothing to do. Seriously, i have nothing to do. Got meself thinking.. i haven’t really had a good laugh for a couple of weeks now. Yeah, i do laugh… but it doesn’t come from the heart…u know, those shallow ‘give face‘ kinda laugh which doesn’t linger in me for long and which doesn’t make me feel good. It’s been ongoing for sometime now.. at times i get so moody that i don’t even wan to talk to anybody.

Tears for me come easily..it doesn’t matter whether i’m watching a movie, reading a book, or even expressing my thoughts and feelings…my tears can come at the snap of my fingers. Do i get too emotional? Hmm….i think it’s not so bad, i can still control my emotions. I’m just more emotionally sensitive at times.. hahah… *sniff* *sniff*

I knoe all this is probly just mood swings that happens to girls/women at times.. but it’s been too long, for me that is. I think i need to getaway, to clear my mind, to have a peace of mind…

I miss the Grace i knew… the ever bubbly and cheerful Grace… she’ll be back, reaaal soon.

~SpIffY~

HuRt..~~ 6 November, 2007

Why do we always hurt the ones we love the most?

I’d realized i always make this mistake when i start to love someone. Things that i tend to do, words that i tend to say… Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes… *shakes head*

A song comes into mind…Josh Groban’s “Vincent”

“They would not listen
They’re not listening still
Perhaps they never will…”

Perhaps i’ll never learn my mistake. Sad. I just hope to be forgiven….

~SpIffY~