2nd Reloaded!! 29 September, 2006

u noe wht….our 2nd Reloaded is tmr…and i’m having terrible butterflies in my stomach! i don’t knoe why i’m having butterflies fluttering like mad inside. i wasn’t this nervous and excited during the 1st one…i think its bcuz i knoe what we can do…the energy and power that we can create on that day..

tim’s email popped up in mind…and as i re-read it again..am having goosebumps all over…i’m sure each one of us who were there had the same feeling. my feelings on that day is truly beyond words…i guess u have to be there to truly understand what we went tru and what we felt on that day. i am very sure…the same feeling will rise again tomorrow..and i noe it’ll be much much better than August 6th! if possible, i shall post tim’s email here…and hope tht he wun kill me. hahaha…;o)

shall update when i get back on monday. have a great weekend friends!!

Believing in each one of you….

~SpIffY~

FrEnCh…~~ 28 September, 2006

am gonna attempt to write in french…;o)

je le déteste quand d’autres me parlent comme si je suis 3 ans et n’ai aucune idée quelqu’au sujet du monde dehors là. bien que j’aie habité dans Seremban ma vie entière. vous parlez à une fille qui va à Kuala Lumpur faire ses achats ! ! je ne suis pas une certaine fille de kampung, ok??? ne pas me parler comme si je suis inconscient aux endroits à Kuala Lumpur. je déteste cela!! je veux dire… ce qui le enfer ?!?!

k la k la…i give up…hahahha…this is jst too time consuming! well, if anyone out there who reads french…pardon me for the very bad direct translation that i did…not trying to insult the language…i luv the language actually..=D

~SpIffY~

wTh?!?! lolzz..~~ 28 September, 2006

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hmmMm….~~ 27 September, 2006

i think i either sprained my shoulder or i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today…i cant really move my right shoulder now…meaning to say i cant really move my right arm…k la k la.. i can move my arm la….=P but it jst hurts la…i dunno why so dun ask why..

let’s move on to other things….=D

our 2nd Reloaded! is in 2 days time…and i cant wait!! i’m darn excited cuz i noe this one will be much much better than the 1st…albeit a smaller one..BUT…i think the best part is..my dad’s gonna be there on saturday. =D

it’s very awkward for me to have a heart to heart talk with my dad…so i’m hoping that by asking(getting) him to come on sat…he’ll see how big we want to explode this…i want him to see how differently we’re doing things over here..compared to other teams. well, i guess he’s very reluctant to come(he’s afraid tht he’ll zZzZz…) but being the loving dad that he is…he’s not letting me down jst yet.

i’m not someone who’s very good in showing my parents how much i luv them…in fact, i suck in it. i just hope that my parents knoe how much i luv them in my own way…i just hope that they realized whtever i’m doing now is not for my personal sake…it’s not for me to get my MINI, nor to travel around the whole, nor to shop like ther’s no tmr…..it’s all for the family.

i’m sick and tired of seeing my family like this..i want them to live better and happier.. to have no worries..i hate to see my brother being so young…having to worry bout the evil “s-11″. young kids like him shudn be thrown or told about problems like that…yes, it has made him grown up and i’m proud that he’s not your average 9 year old…but at the same time, i hate to see him so grown up so fast….bcuz i knoe that i used to hate it when i was forced to grow up. it was like, everything’s jst being snatched away frm me..and i HAVE to grow up. it’s either u grow or u wither and die…i learnt it the hard way and i don’t want my brother to go thru what i’ve been thru..

I Luv You…

P/S: was supposed to write bout Reloaded! but side-track to my family instead. sorie sorie.. will write bout reloaded in another post..;o)

PP/S: wow!!! this is the 1st time that i actually touched on my family wei….

am outt….

~SpIffY~

bOwLinG..~~ 25 September, 2006

went bowling last saturday..turns out tht my scores were not tht bad..after about 8 years of not touching the game. managed to score 100 on the 1st game…woo hoo!! but then ermm..it kept deteriorating after the 1st game..hahah..probly hands were tired(not an excuse!)…2nd game at 90 and 3rd game..ermm..i forgot..(too sad, dun wanna remember wht i got also..). hahaha… kidding kidding! its was great, clean fun…i forgot how fun bowling can be when ur playing it with a whole bunch of friends and especially when u have frens cheering for u…(not friends who shouted “longkang longkang”…y’all noe who la..=P).

but man..! when i woke up the next day…upper arm was aching…back was aching..leg was aching… adui…my arm was the worse..now still aching…lolzz..proofs how much i’m lacking in the exercising department..heheh..=) people..we need more outdoor-sy activities, plz…

~SpIffY~

raNdOmNesS…~ 22 September, 2006

i’m having a not-so-good friday..

am not gonna complain bout work..cuz it’ll only spoil the pages of my blog(like my previous postings..which looks very bad..). am gonna talk bout let’s see…hmmm..

i’m always very random..so let’s be random and throw everything in today.. heheh..=p

met up with a girlfriend for mamak yest. we had a very good conversation but mostly it was about guys…guys who always seem to be jerks and idiots..hahahhaa…just kidding! well, mostly i shared my story and she shared her story..(am NOT gonna go into details..cuz everyone knoes my story..BORINGG!!), we talk bout going on holidays together..bout family…which sumtimes i find it hard to tell my friends.

which made me ponder…i’ve not known this gurl for ages, in fact we only starting hanging out and talking after high skool..but the bonding that we hav throughout the years have been amazing! she’s a great listener! thanks gal! ;o)

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have been hooked up on reading kenny sia’s blog for the past erm…3 days i think. for those who don’t knoe..kenny sia is one of the most famous blogger in m’sia. u can go to his blog . some of the stuffs he write about are funny and made sense, some r jst plain ‘mou liu’…but anyway, it has help keep me awake in the office..so am not complaining. =p oh oh…he also wrote a very logic post about sms & msn msg circulating around bout the gurl who got kidnapped..read it here.

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okie…i dun think i have much time left to sit and ponder bout wht i shud write about… cuz i’m like leaving in 25mins time…and i need to get everything settled before i leave. =p gonna go visit my ex-colleague and see her baby!! yaayy! hehe… i’m a sucker for kids, cartoons, elmo and dogs.

cheers peeps…! have a terrific friday! and to those i’m gonna see tmr….let’s rawk bowling!!! =D

~SpIffY~

a DiFfERenT Me….~ 22 September, 2006

i need feedback ppl…

do i sound sad/down/tired on the phone…all the time/sumtimes/once in a while??

well..i guess i have to admit tht i do sound tired sumtimes on the phone..tht’s why sum friends tend to ask me if i’m okay or not..probly cuz when i see them or meet them up..i’m always happy,cheerful, crazy, loud…etc…then when i suddenly sound so soft on the phone…they mst be thinking sumthin’s wrong with me. hehe…even when my cousin spoke to me on the phone..he told me that i sound different. i sound different??? what?? is that good or bad? hmmm…

i can imagine me calling ‘me’ now(dun get confused ppl)…if i were to hear myself on the phone.. i’ll probly be asking the same question others r asking me…”are you okie?”, “is everything alright?”, “u sure ur okie??”, “sure?”, “very sure ah?”, “okie anot?”….. hahahha…. it’ll be very surprising to hear Grace Lim being so soft and quiet. lolzz…

for those who dun noe..i’m a phlegmatic with a very strong sanguine..

so i guess its very normal for me to be a sanguine when i’m around friends and family.. then be a phlegmatic when i’m by myself..that’s where the difference comes in..hahha..

dun worry my frens..if i’m down or sad or stressed or whtever! ….i’ll go to y’all…;o)

~SpIffY~

tEmPeRs~~ 20 September, 2006

sumtimes i can be quite temperamental…like if anyone gets on my nerve at the wrong time and place…i’ll jst flare out for no reason. which sumtimes surprises my friends..cuz i think to them.. i’m someone who wun really get pissed off one..no matter wht..and if i were to compare myself now, with the person i was back in high skool…i’m more controlled over my emotions and tempers now..but once in a while that tigress of me will come out la..

that’s why i always think tht the unlucky soul that gets a lashing from me..just cuz he stepped on my tail at the wrong time and place…is really very unlucky. hahahhaha…..

but i think once in a while..it’s healthy to get our angers(got ’s’..no ’s’??) out..cuz like me..if i’m really really angry.. i’ll need to tell someone bout it..right there and then…and i’ll immediately feel much better. if not…it’ll be dwelling inside me..the anger growing every minute and by the time i burst out…goshh….WW3 wei…lolzz.. =D

~SpIffY~

Just Over Broke..~~ 20 September, 2006

i’ve been circulating among my frens lately tht i’m looking for job..preferably in kl or pj area. cuz i think its quite time consuming and taxing for me to go up to kl ever so often…mom also making noise ady..i think if i were to tell her the fact tht i’m *ahem* not attached…she’ll make even more noise. lolzz..

but was talking to a fren yest..and he told me to WORK in SEREMBAN. DUN COME up to KL. hahahaha….well…he din really say tht la..but then he told me, if there’s opportunity in sbn..then dun go to kl to work. the cost of living is high…and u cant really survive with the peanuts salary tht they’re giving u. i noe wht he meant… room rentals, transportation fee, makan…tht was what stopped me frm going to kl in the 1st place..cuz i noe i wun be able to survive. not even with room rental…wht 2+1 la.. come to think of it…i dun even noe where am i gonna fork out tht kind of money if i were to get a job in kl/pj area…

i seriously dun noe wht to do now….lolzz..shud i jst stay put at seremban? i’m sure i can get another job here if i go looking for it…or shud i go up to kl? arrgghh!! i DUNNO. suggestions anyone??

~SpIffY~

eMoTiOnS….~~ 18 September, 2006

i think i’m getting that ‘feeling-down’ mood again…probly PMS, i dunno..hahah…but yesterday all of a sudden so many things hit my mind tht i cudn even enjoy my dinner and i’m sure i had this very serious, worried look on my face. certain things tht popped up were…my final project paper, how to have a more comfortable CNY next yr, upcoming events, ‘talk’ with my dad, calculating how much time i hav til CNY, taking action, surviving this mth..i’m beginning to get the i-dun-think-i-can-survive-any-longer feelings….feel like crashing down ady. i dunno why…most likely it’s jst PMS. i hate the feeling that i’m getting right now..makes me sound as tho i’m a depressed chick…which i’m not!

whatever it is that i’m going tru now…i noe that i’ll be able to solve them out when the time comes…it’s jst that, the only place where i can vent them out is here….i dunno why, but i feel that if i were to go to any of my frens…they wudn really understand wht i’m going tru..so i’ll just do what i always do…keep them, and solve them out myself. then….tell them the good news.

well..tht’s wht i always do with my mom anyway…until she told my cousin that i dun tell her anything..its not tht i dun luv my mom, i’m jst not that close to her. i think in a way..i’m closer to my dad. sumtimes its jst hard to talk to my mom without her making a big hoo-haa out of everything…even sumtimes when i call up my dad to ask if he’s arrived to pick me up, and if my mom picks up the phone..and they’re still not there…she’ll make a big hoo-haa out of tht. she’ll basically go..”what!??! ur waiting ady?! we’re not there yet…why din u call earlier?!? we’re still stuck at (sumplace)…so how!?!”. all i did was ask…”where r u?”. tht’s why i prefer to talk to my dad…cuz i noe he’ll be brief..”i’m not ther yet..gimme another 15mins.” short and simple.

u noe wht…if(a big IF) my fren reads this..he’s gonna nag me for sure…hahaha…sorie dear! i’ll try not to complain(eh, i’m not complaining right..jst giving a daily scenario in my life..=p) much…hehe.. ;o)

i remember me posting very very long ago that i’m missing a fren of mine…John Chew to be exact. think i took down tht post, not very sure..lazy to check. hahaha…i truly believe that the Law of Attraction works. i’ve been bumping into him for the past months…jst like tht! i think the best one was when i was waiting for a friend to pick me up last fri in the KJ station..and guess who i bumped into?? Him! hahaha…tht was a very nice one…of all places..and the fact tht he stays and works in cheras. LOA is powerful..=D

sumtimes i think tht i’m posting craps in my blog…my stories r sumtimes cut off halfway..i dun really give updates..i dunno…why do y’all think? comments anyone??

~SpIffY~