tis’ the season to be jolly….NOT! 27 December, 2004

yes, yes i noe that christmas is over..and so is boxing day but i’m still in the mood for christmas. christmas songs r still singing away in my head…but what’s up with the title if i’m so happy and cheery over christmas, u say? that’s cuz xmas this year has been very, very quiet for me. i was working both on eve and on xmas day and altho almost the whole world seem to be out partying away on eve night..i was sittin at home playing ‘harvest moon’ on the playstation, way after midnight..hahaha..=) sound pretty sad, huh? well, it was alright..at least i got to relax and rest a lil, cuz i did havta go to work the next day…with no double pay!!! hmm…i shud really talk to my boss bout getting double pays on public holidays.

recently i’ve been getting very cranky and naggy(is ther such a word? lolzz~). the cause of it? my collegue. she always comes in late for work..sumtimes up to 1-2 hours late. u noe how frustrating it is when ur about to go home, and then u get a message from ur collegue saying that she’ll be coming late cuz sumthin came up? and it’s not once in a blue moon….it’s almost everyday!! EVERYDAY!!! she’s driving me nuts! take yesterday for example; she was supposed to come in at 4pm, but at 330pm she messaged me telling me tht she’ll be late cuz she’s at some stupid place, doing whtever she was doing. at first i din really mind, cuz i had intended to go back at 6pm(weekends, more customers, thot i give her a hand)..so in my mind, i was like..okay..she’ll probly come around 5 sumthin, max. THEN…..at around 5 SUMTHIN, she message me again. said she just got home..after she’s taken her bath she’ll be here. i was like..fine. furthermore, what cud i say?

i had told my dad to come pick me up at 6pm, and at 6pm sharp my dad was already there..to cut the story short, my stupid collegue came to work at 7pm. my dad had waited for one whole hour..i was hungry, pissed off and tired. the thing is, she don’t bloody need one and a half hour to bathe and come from her house! i cud’ve gone to kl and come back in one and a half hour!! i really felt like askin her whether she went to bathe in kl then walked all the way back from ther..but i just told her i see her the next day and went back.

this is not the 1st time that she’s given an excuse like that and i’m sure it wun be her last. all she noe is to give excuses and apologize for being late..all this gets stale very fast, especially when u hear them almost EVERYDAY!! if she doesn’t even noe how to plan her time and schedule, how can she be 31 years old and a mother of four and to know that she always gets warning from my boss. even i can think and plan better than her! i dun see myself getting any warnings from my boss. i’m surprised that my boss still havent fire her..if i’m the boss, i definitely wud hav fired her long time ago. so, u can see how i can get cranky and naggy..soon, i’ll sound like a naggy old woman! arggghhhhh!!!!!

p/s: by the way, i’m only 21 and my boss is only 26. if i’m her, i wud’ve been pretty embarassed bout myself..

~SpIffY~

ExaMs~ eXaMs~ ExAmS~ 17 December, 2004

my exams’ are killin me!! have already finished 3 papers and have one more paper to go on sunday. 3 papers in 3 days straight!! i’m just so beat..at least i have 2 days gap before my final paper..sighh….=/ i guess i did o-kay on the last 3. am very worried bout my final paper..can’t bear to fail any subjects. if not, i’ll never get to graduate!! argghhh!!~ it’s always so stress during exams. =(

oh, just got the news that eddie’s album release is postponed till the 23rd. sighh……..was waiting so anxiously for it to come, which it’s supposed to on the 15th! wonder what made him postponed the date..hmm…well, ther’s good news and bad news to that. the good news is i wun have to part with my money so soon..but the bad news is i’ve to wait till the 23rd to get it. blehhh~~ oh, by the way..anyone getting me christmas presents this year?? u noe wht to get for me..*hint* *hint*..not too late to give me a xmas present, don’t u think? hehehe….;o)

~SpIffY~

woo~~hoo~~ 9 December, 2004

don’t think i’ll be able to sleep tonight..althought i’m dead tired right now. i’ve just got a message from him. a friend who haven’t been replying any of my messages for the last 2 months. i thought i did something wrong that had pissed him off or sumthin..so i sent him a message last month to ask him what was wrong, whether i really did anything wrong or he’s just too busy to reply. i told him i was sorry cuz i cudn help him out with the favor that he had asked me few months back. i also told him a few other things..but lastly, i just said that if he still takes me as a friend, just holla back.

every single day i check whether ther’s any messages from him and when i saw his name appeared just now in my inbox..i was so nervous that i didnt dared to read the message. was afraid that he’ll say sumthin bad like he never took me as a friend or scolded me for not understanding that he’s a very, very, busy guy. it took me a while to finally open the message, cuz i was thinking..if he took the time to reply, then things wudn turn out that bad afterall.

it really didn’t! =D he apologized for not replying my messages cuz he hasn’t have the time to do so..and he told me not to feel bad ’bout not being able to help him out. he also asked how i was doing lately and whether the weather is getting colder here(guess i havta remind him again that m’sia only has 2 weathers..rain and sun. lolzz~~). he also asked me to take care of myself and to not fall sick cuz of the cold weather(lolzz~). =D

i was touched by his caring personality..although we’re not that close but he still cares. that proves that he’s really a friend not worth losing. although i noe that we might never meet in person, cuz he’s in hk and me in m’sia(of cuz i’m hoping that he’ll be dropping by soon. heheh…), i definitely wudn wanna lose such a great friend like him. thanks lil’ kid…for being a friend! luv u loads too! =D

fRiEnDsHiPs R a miRaCLe~~ 5 December, 2004

i went to work late today. well, not entirely..my boss told me she’ll be coming down in the morning, so i assumed that she’ll be the one openin the shop today. but for the whole morning that i was at home…i had this very uneasy feeling that sumhow the boss will be late. nonetheless, i went to work only at 1pm..and true enuff, the shop’s still close!! i was like…”uh oh…” cuz we usually open at 1030am, even the latest wud be 11am..i quickly took everything out to display and just pray and hope that my boss wun kill me. haha…

my boss came ’bout 230-3pm…and i told her straight that i opened at 1pm(betta to tell da truth than to let her find out and screw me later..lolzz~). then i told her that i thot she was gonna opened cuz she told me that she’ll be here in the morning….well, i did not get any screwing up(thank God i have a great boss!!)…but i’m not really sure whether she’s really okay with it or not..=/ anyhow, today was very quiet considering it being a saturday, so thank God for that too! hahaha… =D

i also bump into a long time friend that i hadnt spoken to in like years!! not that i hadn’t met her tru out the years, it’s just tht we’ve nvr really spoken to each other…i nvr really knew why she stopped speaking to me. but well, i saw her today..or shud i say she saw me. hahah…well, we talked for like i dunno..15-25mins, cuz she was waiting fer her mum..it was really good to talk to her again. she didn’t change a bit at all..i mean in the way she talks and laughs…just like it was, way back in high skool. i sure miss those days…high skool days are the best!! i’m not sure when i’ll be able to meet her again…not sure when i’ll talk to her again..but at least i know that, no matter what…we are still friends. ^_^

~SpIffY~

bOyFrIenDs… 4 December, 2004

was chatting with my uni mate the other day and the topic of ‘boyfriend‘ came up. when i told him i don’t have one he didn’t believe me. so i repeated myself and confirmed to him that i was indeed single. he started laughing..(God noes why..) & asked me again..”u serious?!?“

he is not the 1st person to not believe that i’m still single..i just don’t noe why ppl seem to find it surprising that i’m not in a relationship. the stuffs that i’m used to hearing are.. “ur such a nice and pretty gal, surely u have guys waiting in line for u..” or “stop kidding! a nice and pretty gal like u can’t be single. u must be very choosy..“. arrgghhh!! i wud really like to ask them back the same question myself. if i were really that good and all..why am i still SINGLE?!?

i finally came to a conclusion. i’m just not a girlfriend material.. bcuz i mingle easily with guys, they tend to treat me as one of them…=P sumtimes i tell myself, maybe i shudn get so friendly with them..then maybe it’ll change their views bout me. apart from that, i dun noe what other reasons r there..might be i’m not pretty enuff..girls nowadays r just so thin!! or shud i say skinny? hahahaha…anyone that doesn’t fit in that category gets kick out. any guys out ther that agrees with me?

don’t get me wrong..i’m not desperate for a boyfriend. it just makes me wonder sometimes..out of curiousity and all…=D oh, well, it doesn’t really matter..i’m used to being free now. lolzz~~ allow me to share an interesting fact for the day: The original name for the butterfly was ‘flutterby‘!. G’night all!~

~SpIffY~